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omelesshascertainattrasthatareirresistibletome.Theirlifeishardandnotmanypeoplestarialsandtributions,butdon’tyouthinkthehomelessarethefreestpeopleoh,unhamperedbyventionsandwhoseetricitiesattractlittleattention?"Megginnnoddedhalfprehendingly."IwilltiolivemypresentmodeoflifeuntilIgoblind.Iwanttohavemystglimpseatthisworld,sobeautifulthatIotstandleavingit.”
"Youwillgoblind?OhDimitri,othingbedone?"Dimitrilookedatthestars.
"Itisthewillofheaven,ordainedfromonhighandotbeged.”Apregnantpausefollowed.
"It’sok,Dimitri,”saidMeggily."I’llwaysbewithyou.Iwillbeyoureyesandtakecareofyoufortherestofmylife.”
Dimitriturnedhiseyestoheaveningratitudethatbeforethedreadeddayarrived,hewasabletomeetthisgealentedbeauty.Notonlywasherappearaiful,butmostimportantofall,shehadaki.HecouldentrustherwiththemaofhisKingdom.
"Megginn,IhopeyouwillbeemberofmyKingdomofDreamsandbeeitsgeneralexecutiveadministrator.”
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"YdomofDreams?Whatisthat?Isitfarfromhere?"
"It’sfar,faraway,butI’msureyou’lllikeitthere.Itisprettierthanparadiseandisinhabitedbymanytalentedbeautieswhowouldbeentedtohaveyouastheirnewpanion.I’msureyou’llbegoodfriends.”
"Istherereally?Oh,howwonderful!"Megginnjumpedforjoy."Oh,takemethere,takemethere.”Thensherememberedheroldfriend,thecar.“ButIwillhavetomakearrasformycarfirst.I’tleavejustlikethat.”
"Therearemanythingsiareiable,Megginn.Sometimesyouhavetomakepainfulchoidgiveupwhatyoumust.Onedayyouwillhavetoleaveevenyourfleshbody,nottosayyourcar..."Megginndidnotreply.Tolightenthemoodahesilence,Dimitrisaid,"I’msureyou’dloveitthereandI’llgdlytakeyou,butyoumightfindthingsunventional.Mypeoplebelieveinkeepinglifesimple,preservingthee,innodcarefreenature,sothebeautiesintheKingdomhaveallgonebaature,asitwere,regardingclothingassuperfluous,anencumbrahefleshbody.”Dimitrigherandsawshehadtake.Hereyesgrewroundinastonishmerit.
"Youmeantheygoaroundnaked?"
"Yes,mydear,"saidDimitri,"andsowillyouwhenyougothere.”Megginngavehimawhiteeye."Don’tyouwanttogo?"
"I’dliketo,butyou’tgiveupeverythingherejustlikethat..."
"Ifyouwon’tgo,I’llbeleaving,”saidDimitriandmadeasiftogo.
"Ididn’tsayIwon’t"saidMegginnhastily.Theedseductivelyandsaid,"Butmylegsaretirednow,soyou’llhavetocarryme.”Dimitriswungherupandcarriedhertothebeige-coloredCadilclikeanewly-wedcouplecrossihresholdandthendroveoffintothedeepofthenight.ThatwashowMegginheKingdomofDreams,tookoverIleen’sdutiesandbecameanimportantmemberofDimitri’sKingdom.
Thewarmautumnsunshoheearth.Tendergreengrassgraduallyturnedbrownandfallenleavesandflowerscoveredtheground.Formerlylusciousfoliageweregone,leavingonlybaldbranow.Dimitrihadresumedhisoldhabits.Wearinghisraggedgarments,hewaslyingzilyontheparkbench,halfasleep,halfawake,hazilysciousofhissurroundings.Intheskies,thegesofnightanddaysucceededeachotherandlifewentonwakeandsleep,wakeandsleep,inthesamerepetitiouscycle.Thedailyroutinedeepenedhisimpressionswhichwereasnaturaltohimashisownsteadybreathing.Moreandmore,hefeltlikeafish,nowswimminguptothesurfaceofthewater,nowsinkingdowntothedepthofthesea.Thisyear,timereallyseemedtoflyanditwasautumnagain.Butthespeedoftimecouldactuallybetrolledbyoions.Dimitriletnaturegoonitsownstableschedule,frtosummer,fromautumntowinter,whilehehimselflivedinhisownever-ging,creativeimpressions,acctohisowne.Nowsunlightwaswarminghisbody.Howdifferentwasitfromthewarmth?Dimitriopenedhisdrowsyeyesandlookedaround.Suddenly,hefounditringagain.Thegrasswasgreen,theflowerswerebloomingonthebranchesamidgreenluxuriantleavesandbutterfliesweredangamongthemall.Yes,helivedinhisowntimeframe,differentfromtheoutsideworld.Iance,hesawMark’sfatfigurewalkingtowardshimwithausedinhishand,whichhewasblowinglikeaballooburst,hetosseditaway.Abutterflycaughthisattentionandheraheagileflutteriure,hisbulkybody,freeandhappy,movedclumsilyintherapidfloodoftime.Heybecausehedidnothavetousehisbrains,justlettinghislimbsmoveindulgently,howeveritwould,inthefloodoftime.DimitriuoodMark’shappiness,buthissciousnesswasgrowingblurredasleepy.Howwonderfulitwasnottohavetothink.Hazierandhazier.Howwonderfulitwasnottohavetothink.Mark’sclumsybodymovinginthefloodoftime.Hoy…Hoy...Didn’thavetousehisbrains…Dimitrigrewdrowsieranddrowsier.HappyMarkyboylettinghislimbsmovecarefreeinthefloodoftime…indulgently,howeveritwould.Dimitri’ssciousnesswasgettingblurred,gettingblurred.
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Justashewasdroppingofftosleep,heheardsomeonecalling,"Dimitri!Dimitri!"andhewokeupwithastarttoseebeforehimthebeautiful,smilingfaceofayounggirl.Herbrightmoisteyesandslightlyswellisshowedthatgolden-hairedMaryhadgrownupintoayoungdynow.
"WherehaveyoubeenDimitri?Ihaven’tseenyouthesestfewdays.”
"I’vebeenbusy.”
"Iknow,youmusthavebeenmakingdreams,right?"
"Well,maybe.Idon’tquiteknowmyself.”
"Look!Ibroughtyousomedoughnutsfordinner.”shesaidandhandedhimabroerbag.Maryhadworkedasasalesgirlinanearbydoughnutshopeversinceherearlyteeitbynature,shealkedmuchaboutherself,sonooneknewfromwhenceshecameorwhereshelived.Theonlythingtheywerecertainofwas,shewaswherwaythroughschool.ShehadasoftspotinherheartforDimitriandofteforhimsomeoftheday-olddoughnutswhichwerenormallythrownaway.
"ThankyouMary.”Justtheherewasanirlbehihetaheywereridingtogether,bothofthemdressedexactlyalikeinshort-sleevedwhiteblousesandfadedbluejs.
"HiDimitri!"thegirlsaid,"Doyourememberme?"Dimitrilookedatherandsawacuteteenagegirl,whoseemedsomewhatfamiliar,thoughhecouldn’trecallwheretheyhadmetbefore.
"I’mShei.Wemetinthesewer,remember?"Dimitrisuddenlyrecalledthecrippledyoungprostituteheoheundergroundsewer."ButI’mnolohatbusinessandI’vequitdrugs.NowI’mwatthesamedoughnutshopasMaryandwe’regoingtoschooltogether.”
"Howwonderful!"excimedDimitri."I’msogdforyou!"
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"We’vejustgottenoffworkandhavetogototheeveningcssestonight.Good-bye!"
Dimitrilookedatthedepartingformsofthetwogirls,freshandlovelyastwodewyroses,withbrightfuturesaheadofthemareallyhappy.
"Thesestfewdays,I’vebeendreamingtoomuch,”hemutteredtohimself."Evenafishthatcrouchestoolongiersoffantasyotwithstandthepressure,soIhadbettereuptothesurfadexperiencemoreofreallife.Lifewithoutdreamsisb,buttoomuchofitwillputmeoutoftouchwithreality.Yesterday,IdreamedofattendingafabulousballwithaicbeautyonmyarmsthatturnedeveryheadandIevendowobilliondolrstocharity!"Heughedinderision."HeavenknowsIamjustapenniless,homelesspersohought."IfIweretheKingDimitriofmydreamswithahugefortuneandaharlemofbeautiesallihme,IwouldnothaveasmuchqualmsaboutthedayIbeeblind.Butas,Ihavenothing.”
ThegesofDimitri’sfacialexpressionwereasmercuriashistrainofthoughts.Hisiablebliouchedhimtothequidsunnyughterfaded,tobecloudedoverbyadeepgloom.Thefuturewassouain.AnymihehaironwhichtheswordofFatewashungmightbreak,cuttingoffforeverhisvisuallinkstothisbeautifulworld.Andthesadpartwas,hlypowercouldavertthistragedy.Theonlythingtodowastolivefromdaytoday.Yes,itwasbettertogoandhideinthedeepwaters,awayfromitall,andstaythere.Dimitri’shearttractedwithpaihoughtofhowhisvisionwasgettingmoreandmoreblurryeachday.Yes,heneededahaven,aquiet,darkpcetohideforeverfromthiscruel,cruelworld.Rubbinghiseyes,Dimitrilookedatthemulti-coloredcloudsscatterediwilightsky:e,fieryredandlightpurplelihthegoldenglitterofthesettingsun.Hesuddenlysawaslim,fairy-likefigure,dressedinaflowinggownofthefi,flimsyce,jumpingfromcloudtocloudanddisappearing.Shewastoofarawayandmovedtoofastforhimtomakeoutherfeatures.Wasthisfantasyorreality?Herubbedhiseyesagain.Wastherereallyafairyorwashesteepedinhisfantasyagain?
Suddenlyasweetvoicebrokeintohisreverie."Excusemesir,buthaveyouseenayoungmaninhistwenties,aboutsixfootfour,threehundredpounds,dressedinayellowT-shirtandbckscks?Heisalittleretarded.”DimitriwokewithastartandsawbeforehimLaverhebeautifulgirlhefirstmetinthehalf-burnthouse.
"YoumeanMark?Hewashereawhileago.”
"Thankyou,sir.I’vebeenlookingforhimallday.Ifyousawhimawhileago,hemuststillbearoundsomewhere.I’llgoandlookforhimaroundhere.”
"Waitaminute,Laver’sgettingdarkandthispceisfullofprostitutesanddrugtraffickers,notasafepceforayounggirllikeyoutowanderaroundin.You’dbettergetintothatoldbeige-coloreddletmedriveyouaroundslowlyasyoulookforhim.”
"Howdoyouknowmyname?"
"IwassleepingintherosegardeerdayafternoonandoverheardyourtalkwithMark.”Laverneblushedwithembarrassmentassherecollectedthatseintherosegardenofthehalf-burnthouse.Butthemanbeforeherlookedkinda.However,shewashesitantaboutgettingintoacarwithastranger,notawisethingforayounggirltodo,shehadofteold.Dimitriseemedtodivihoughts.
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"Don’tbeafraid.Ijustmeanttobeofhelp.Youdrive.Here’sthekey.Iwon’tevein,ifyouprefer.”Lavernesmiledherthanks.
“Thereshouldn’tbeanyproblemifshewasintrolofthewheels”shethought,sotheygotintothedshestartedtheengine.
"Becareful,"warnedDimitri."Twoofthedersaredead,sothecaroftenstalls,that’swhyIdidn’twantyoutodrivealoraosay,inLaverne’shands,thecarstartedoutassmoothlyasifitwereabrandnewoseemedtohavealifeofitsownahatthisyoungwomanatthewheelwaslighterthanitsmistress,Megginn,andhadbetterandnimblerdrivingteiques.
"Wow!Yourdrivingisreallyimpressive!Youworkwondersevenwiththisalmostunserviceableoldcar.”
"There’snothingtoitreally.I’musedtotakingcareofsickpeopleandItreatthiscarasifitatientneedingtender,gentlecare.”
"You’reahen?"
"No.”Fromtheirrandomversatithedrive,DimitrigottoknowthatLavernelivedwithandtookcareofablind,paralyzedoldmother,aninvalidfatheraardedbrother.Theamazingthingwastheywerenobloodretionsofhers.Hemarveledathislumeetingagaianoodheartedyoungwoman.Hervoicewassweet,herwordsthoughfewwerecise,fullyexpressingherbrave,stoiccharacter.
"You’resokindandgenerous,Laverne.Aren’ttoomanypeoplelikeyouaroundanymoreinthisworld.”
"Notreally.TheybroughtmeupaheleastIcoulddowastoteheiroldage.It’snothingtabout.”Thecarcruisedaroundtheblocksasthenightgotdarker,butnotraarkwastobefound.Lavernebeganwaboutherparentsathomeneedientionandsobecamemoreandmitated.
Thenightbefore,theJohnsonssataroundtheirdiningtable,enjoyingasumptuousmealofprimeribs,cmchowder,bakedpotatoes,boiledonion,creamedandFrenchrollswithbutter.Mark,whoseappetitewasenormous,felltoravenouslyandfinishedhissharequickly.Lavernesmiled,cuthalfofhersandputitonhispte,gdtoseehimenjoyinghisfoodsomuch.Mr.Johnson,meanwhile,hadcuthisportionintosmallpiedfromtimetotimefedorselstohiswife.Shecouldmuch,butwasinanexcellentmoodanddrankquiteabitofwine.Mr.Johnsonstaredattheredwineinhiscup,onwhichthewaveringdlelightflickeredlikeanimageofparadise.Drinkinghiswialkedandjokedwithhisfamilyatthediningtable,fullofanamiableatmosphereofhappiness.Littledidtheyknowitwastobetheirstmealtogether.AfterdinnerLavernehelpedtheoldcouplesettledowiredlingallday,theyoenjoyasweetslumberiledarkheyfelttirednotbecauseofover-exertion,butfrombeinguretdextendtheirlimbs.Markclearedawaythetableanddumpedeverythinginthesink,hishugeshadowfluctuatinginthedlelightashemovedabout,andthendisappearedfromviewwheuptohisroom.Lavernesthedlesandthehousewasagaincloakedindarkness,litonlybytheluminousmoonlight.Shemadeherwaysoftlyupthestairsinthesemidarkness,carefultoavoidthecreakyspotsonthewoodensteps,preferringnottointerruptthepeadquietbroughtbythemoonlight.Shehadhadaharddaytoo,andwishedonlytorexihtubaobed.
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Subduedvoices,hoarseandhusky,couldbeheardingfromtheroomoftheoldcouple,soundingmoredesoteandsorrowfulthahequietnight.Lavernecouldnotquitemakeoutwhatwasbeingsaid,butretlyshehadoftenheardMr.Johnsonsay,"Thehumanbodyislikeatoolthatnotonlyknowshowtouseitself,butknowsandco-retewitheachother’sneeds.Itisthisco-retionthatstituteshumansociety.”ShehadheardMrs.Johnsonsay,"Fateislikeafactory,welldesignedandwellequipped,butnomatterhowgoodqualitytrolis,thereisboundtobesomeroduct.”ButLavernecouldnotfullyuandthesewordsandtheirsignifice.Shedidnotbothertoturnonthelightsassheehemastersuite,formerlythebedroomofMr.andMrs.Johnson,whichtheycouldnolongeroccupysiheirinfirmitywouldnotallowthemtoclimbupstairsanymore.Forvenience’ssake,theyexgedquarterswithLaverne,whousedtosleepinaroomdownstairs.Brittle,artificiallightwouldonlybringmorefatigueandshewasexhaustedafterhavingtakehreesickpeopleallday.Sheaowledgedsadlythatherparentswereslidingswiftlyonthedoathandneededherfulttention,sothatshenolongerhadenougheodomuchforherbrother.Sheptedtheideaofsendinghimbacktothespecialschoolforthementallydisabled,wherehehadattendedbefore,sothatshecouldtrateonthecareofherparents.Butunfortunately,Markdidnotlikeitthereandranbaeasoftenashecould.Toforcehimtoliveinaninstitutioedwouldnotbefairtohim,butthehimgounsupervisedwhereverhefanciedwasjustasirresponsible.Lavernewasinaquandaryanddidnotknowwhattodo,soshepushedtheproblemtothebackofhermindaedthetemperatureofthewateriubwhichwasalmostfull.
Inthedimnightlight,shebeganstrippingoffthefabricumberingherbody.Sheyawnedandstretchedinfrontofthefull-sizemirrorbehihroomdoorandexaminedherrefle.Yes,herfatherwasright,shethought,humanbodieswereliketools.Therewasagreatsimiritybetweenhernakedbodyandabaremetaltool,forhadn’tsheusedherbodytodoalotofworksincem?Shecaressedhercurvaceouslyproportionalfigureaawarmsensitivityupontouch,asifthevigorandvitalityimprisohatbodywasreadytoburstout,likeawet,saturatedspongewherewateroozedoutwhensqueezed.Yes,shethought,thehumanbodynotonlyknewhowtouseitself,butknewandcouldco-retetoanothermaletooltofulfillitsneeds.Shesteppeddaintilyintothebathtubandyinthewarmwater,lettiensemusclesrexandloosen,releasiigueoltheday.Spshingwateragainstherbodytowashawaytheperspiratiohoughtofhermother’swordsonhowFatewaslikeawelldesigned,wellequippedfactory,butshethoughtthatthehumanbody,too,waslikeafactorythatcouldproduotherlifejustasintricateasitself,butcouldnotguaraheperfeoftheproduct.
Slender,nimblefingerskeptspshingwateronherbody,causingripplesier,whichremindedherofhowsheandMarkwentrowinginaboatonesummerdaywhentheywereyoung,slowlypaddlingonthequietriver.Mark’sstrongarmseasilymaniputedthetwooars,whileshesatquietlyenjoyingtheseryonbothshores,withastrarotectherfromthesun.Inhermemory,Mark,solidandstaleasamountain,wassomeoneshecouldalwaysrelyon.Butthatwasyearsago.Nowtheyhadbothgrownup.Notonlyhadherbodydevelopedandmatured,herthoughtstoobecamemoreplex.ButMarkwhilephysicallyhuskyandrobusthadretaiheIQofachild,stillrevelinginfairytales.Wasthatatragedyorablessingindisguise?Thefeeble-mindedMarkdidnothavetofacetheplexproblemsofmodernsociety,buthercouldheexperiehesatisfaandhappinessofsolvingthoseproblems.RetlyneighborshadtoldhertheyhadseenMarkfooroundwiththehookersinthepark,whoteasedandpyedpracticaljokesonhim,gettinghimtoshowhispenisinpublidtellinghim10 10=21.Theseithatafternooohermind,causingherhearttobeatfasterandherbreathtoequicker.Straionscametoherandthesalivainhermouthseemedtomultiplyonitsown.Mark’srgepeniswasonlyapartofhishugebody,likehismuscurarmsorelephantinelegs,whythendiditmakeherheartflutterandcausehersuchrestlessfusion?Lavernequicklysatupiubandwashedoffthesoapsuds.Asshedriedanddressedherself,puttingonherunderajamas,shethoughtthatshemusttryandprotectMarkfromfallingahaplessvictimtotheAIDSviruswhichreadingatanarmihatafternoonshehadboughtsomeextrargesatthedrugstore,butdidnotknowhowtoteachhimtousethemforhisownprote.Thebestsolutionwas,ofcourse,forMr.Johnsontodoso,butgivenhispresentstateofhealth,hemayoit.Shehadmadeuphermind,thatshouldtheoccasionrise,shewaswillingtomaketheultimatesacrifidgiveherselftohimasanoutletforthenaturalsexualurges,whichmightotherwiseleadhimtounsafesexoutsidehome.
Thecoldraysofthefullmoonemphasizedthesizeainessofthespaastersuite.Laverontheedgeofthekingsizebed,whichhadoheintimateloveandslumberofayoungcouple,nowpushedrelentlesslybyTimetowardsthefinallihefloodoflife,theironceyoungandsupplebodiesnowparalyzedorhalf-paralyzed.Theirhoarse,indistinctmurmurscouldstillbeheard,likeapairofsleeplessphantoms,versinginthedeepofthenight.Sittingtherealoneuhemoonlight,Lavernesuddenlyhadtheeeriefeelingthattherewasanotherheartbeatingnearby.Shelookedsharplyaroundandinaerwherethemoonlightdidnotreach,shedisedapairofpiergeyeswatgher.
"Mark!"shecriedout,"Whatareyoudoinghere?"Thenpattingthebedshesaid,"ehere.Whyaren’tyouinbed?"Markwalkedoververyslowlyandstoopeddowninfrontofher,puttinghisbeseeghandssilentlyonherknees.Lavernelookeddownathistroubled,yearningeyesanduoodtheplexurgesraginginsidehim,whichhecouldheruandnorexpress.Shetookhiminherarmsandpattedhiswideshouldersasifshewasfafavoritepet,saying"PoorMarkyboy!"thinkingitwastimetogiveherselftohimandsosaiddecisively,"Youmaydowhateveryouwanttodo.”Mark’shugewarmhalycaressedhersoft,yieldingbodyandshegavethemfullreiingthemroamwherevertheywould.Iy,Markhimselfwasnotsurewhyhehadetoherroom.Hisviolebeatswerelikebattledrumshasteninghimon.Perhapshehadeforaothepuzzliionsthathadtormentedhissimplemindafterlookingatthepraphicmagazineshefound,suchas
"Whydon’tfemaleshavepenises?Howthendidtheytakealeak?"
"Whydidthemalepeerthefemalebody.Itwaslikeakeyfittedintoa1ocktoopenitup”.
”Howdoesitfeel?"Whereverthewarmhandstouched,thefabriherbodyfelway,remindinghere,beautifulbutterflyMarkcaughthtspringmandwhosewioreoffonebyone.Shefeltlikethatbutterflybeingdismantledwhehimripoffhertiny,gingpanties.Markpartedherlegsarated.Shefeltwetbutpainful.Painfulbutsweet.
WheelsscreechedasLavereppedonthebrakestoavoidcollidingheadlongwithanoningmotorcycle,whichflewbywithrecklessspeed.Astheriderspedaway,heturnedhisheadandsneered,"Areyoublind?Wannaitsuicide?"Inthatinstant,DimitrireizedthehideousfaceofBig-O,theringleaderwhowasstrongasanox.Theskywasalmostdark,withonlyanetibythesettingsun.Thecarcruisedonroundandround,butnoMarkwastobeseen.ActuallyMarkwasattheerofthepark.Itwasgettingdark,justthetimewhehenightemerge,andhemingledhappilyamongthem,gdforsomuchattentionandpany.Lastnight,hearingLaverionshewassideringsendinghimbacktothespecialschoolwhichhehated,heclimbedoverthewallsofthehousewheneveryonewasasleepandranaway.Helovedtoroamaboutaimlessly,lettinghislimbsriseandfallwiththetideoftime.Nownightwasagainabouttofall.Hewassittingonaparkbenchtalkingtoabrazenlydressed,ultraexposedwoman,
"Whatareyoudoing,Mark?Doingyourbeaverpatrol?"
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"What’sabeaverpatrol?"askedMark.Theotherprostitutes,boredwithnopotentialersaround,walkedatheredarouheyknewMarkwasretardedandlovedtoteasehim,sotheybaitedhimtopassthetime.
"Itmeanslookingforat,Mark"ohemexpinedughingly.Theneveryoartedtalkingtogether,jokingandpguinghim,takingadvahesimplicityofhismind.
"Doyouhavemoney?Ifyouhavemoney,I’vegotholes.”Theygiggledandughed.
"Ihavenomoney”,heunzippedhistrousersandtinued,"butIhaveapenis!Doyouhaveone?No,youdon’t.Ifyouwanttomakelove,you.WhyshouldIgiveyoumohatmadethemughuproariously.
"Whythebastard’sgettingclever!"Theycrowdedaroundhim,pinghisbulkyabdomen,punghisfatbellyandpyingwithhisexposedpenis.Justthen,soundsentrunniwereheardandahuskymanwithasmokingguncamerunningtowardsthem,lookingbadfiring.ItwasBig-O,theirheadpimp.
"Scram!It’sabust!Thecopsareing!"
Thewomenscreamedandshouted,dispersinglikeaflockofscreeg,fppinghensandweresoonoutofsight,leavingMarkstandingtheregapingwoodenlyandunprehendingly.Big-OthrustthesmokinggunintoMark’shandsaying,
"Here!Here’satoygunforyoutopycopsandrobberswith.Firewhenyouarefiredat."Withthatheranaway.Marklookedattheguninhishandandwhoopedforjoy,fornoboycouldresistatoygun.Hejumpedupanddoily,aimingattreesandbushesandghtwhenhepulledthetriggeranditwentoffwithabrightfshelightandabigbang.Thebackshscaredhim,funsnevergaveofffsheslikethat!Thefour,fivepoliwhocameonthesesawonlyoall,huskymanfiringagunaoo,returnedfire.Beforehekneashappening,severalbulletsreachedtheirtargetandMarkfellinapoolofblood,thoughnotmortallywouhisdistractedthepolidgaveBig-Othecetoslipawayunnoticed.
MeanwhileLaverneandDimitriwerecruisingaroundthequietblodweresurprisedwhenpolicecars,sirensinfullbst,surroundedaseofthepark.Therewasfuriousaasofficersgotoutoftheirpatrolcarswithgunsdrawnandferredtenselyviatheirwalkie-talkies.Theysawthemallruntowardsonedire,heardanexgeofshots,thewailofsirensandfinallysawamanbeingcarriedouttotheambunastretcher.LaveragitwasMark,andwithoutgettingoutofthecar,immediatelyturnedaroundandtailedtheambuheemergenofthehospital.Markhadfaintedfromlossofblood,butluckilyhadnotbeenmortallywounded.HedidnotfallvictimtotheAIDSvirusasLavernefeared,butbecamethesacrificialmb,thefallguyofthegangster,Big-O.Afterhewasdischargedfromthehospital,Markutincustodyofthespecialschoolfortheseverelyhandicapped,apcehehadalwayshated.Butstraosay,hewastofindnewadvehere.HeattractedtheattentionofMrs.Simpson,hismiddle-agedsigninstructor,awomaninherforties,highlyintellectual,withamaturebeautythatmadeheramuchsoughtafterwoman.Shewaslikeapeonyinfullbloom,neariheristilleye-catgandattractive.Afterthreefailedmarriages,shehadlostallfaithinmen,vihatevequalifiedamongthemcouldrustedtoremainloyaltoherasthisretarded,bigboyMark.Finally,shemarriedhimandMarkgotahomehecouldcallhisown.Sothesimple-mindedMarkprofitedfromhismisfortune.Heusedthecorrectkeytoopeanotherdoor.
SeeingMarksettledinhishospitalbed,andknowingthatasseriousashisditionwas,thewoundswerenotfatal,Lavermoreatease.Shedrovequicklyhometoattendtoherparents,gratefulfortheuseoftheoldditsowner,withoutwhosehelpshewouldnothaveknownwhattodo.Asshenearedhome,herheartbeatdrasticallyaccelerated,asifsurmisingsomethinguntowardhadhappehefeelingintensifiedwheurothenarrowstreetandsawthatthefacadeofthefamiliaroldhouseattheenditchdark,asifitwasdeserted,withnosignoflife.Normallythelightsatthefrontdoorwerealwaysonbeforeshereturned.Lavernesprangoutofhercarwithoutbtoparkitcorrectlyandmadestraightforthedoor,whichwouldnotopen,howeversherattledit.Thedoorwasneverlockedtofacilitatethetwooldpeople.Thepremonitionofdisasterheightenedassherantothebatrance,followedcloselybyDimitriwhoalsofeltthingswerenotquitenormal.Whenshefoundthatthebackdoorwasalsolocked,sheexcimedindismay,
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"Ohno!Somethingmusthavehappened!"
Dimitriforcedopenthebackdoorwithoutfurtheradoawoofthemrushedin.Pusmellofgaschokedthemaoinfiltraterightintotheirbrains.Theyheldtheirbreathsastheyquicklyopeneddoorsandwindows.Thegasstoveiwasstillgeinggas,hissinglikeamalicious,poisonousshistimethecurseofthedevildidnotefromheavenbutfromunderground.Whentheambuncearrived,thetwocorpseswerealreadycoldandstiff,nolongerneedingthephysi’scare,sotheyweretakenstraighttothemue.ThergercorpsewasJohnahesmallersizedonewasLavyrl.Uhefaintstarlight,theyweretakenonebyoothevan.Theirroleohhadended.Perhapsonanotherpheywouldenaanotherway.Ifsoulsexisted,theirshadalreadyleftthecold,stiffshelloftheirbodies.Theambuartedmovingslowly,carryingLavyrndJohn.Theyleftaftertheirstse.Theambuncecarriedthemaway.Theyhadfiheirstpy.Theambuncecarriedthemaway,alongafamiliarroad,tepce.Theyhadfiingipy.Theyleft.Theyweregoneforever.
Thehousebytheroadstoodreallyemptynow,doorsandwindowswideopeainsblownoutsidethewindowbythenightwind,flutteredandfppeddesotely.Lavernecurledupiheoldcar,forthehousestillsmelledofgasandwasinhabitable.Lookingattheoldhouseoverwhichacurseseemedtohover,sherememberedhowshedreamedofpntingtall,redmapletreesalrounditasashield,andcitwithcloudspluckedfromtheskies,ingthehouseanditsoctssafelyinsideandprotegthemfromthecurseofthedevildesdingfromabove.Sheneverdreamedthatthistime,thecursewouldefromunderground.Thesuffogfumespouredoutfrombelowthegroundinanendlessflow,likethehissingofapoisonousshedevil’scursewasinescapableandfollowedeverymemberofthefamily.Shemurmured,"Thewillbeme!"Dimitriwasholdingherinhisarms,whileherheadrestedonhisshoulders.Hepattedhersoothinglyandsaidpositivelyinafirmvoice,
"Youwillhevictimofthedevil,Laverne.”
"Whynot?"
"Closeyoureyesainpeace.Whenyoutomorrow,youwillbeinapcewherethecurseofthedevilotreach.”
Itwasdusk.Theskywasgraduallydarkeningbutiafewbrilliantlycoloredcloudsstilllingered,andamongthewillowtreesthesparklingofwatercouldstillbedised.Twonakedbeautieswereughingandchasingeachotherinthestywoods,theirmovementssowellsynizedthattheyresembledadangduet.ThelovelyfloatingwhitehairofonewaslikeacloudofwhitesmokewhenshemovedandtheincrediblegraceofthemovementsoftheotherimmediatelycaughtLaverne’seyeswhenshearrivedonthese.Shedidn’tknowthenthatitwastheworld-famousballerina,Natalie.Butiwinklingofahetwodisappearedfromsight.Walkingontowardsthewillowtreesbythewater,anotheramazingsightmethereyes:atrioofnakedbeautieswerepyingier:naughtyDorlyarrivedYoko,aivegirlDeanna.Theyshoutedandughed,spshingwateratoherandthensytagwithahugefishthatjumpedoutoftheshallowwater.Whatsurprisedhermostwastheseontheshorewhereactivitiesbustled.Othernakedbeauties,notinedtoactivesports,werebusyrunningtoandfroattheirownchosentasks.Ieroftheclearing,apileoffirewoodhadbeengatheredandasnake-hairedbeautycouldbeseenlightingthefire.Herwelldevelopedmusclesgaveoutafeelingofpowerandwildprimitivebeauty.Thegentlesilken-skinnedorientalbeautyLotus,reparingfoodonasquarelogtable,assistedbyAisha,whoasusualknottedherhaircasuallyatthenapeofhernetheothersideofthetable,thesophisticatedSamantha,amixingcocktails,wasmakingthedrinks.MusicallyinedMara,theLatiy,wastuningupherinstruments.MegginnwastalkingidlywithElina.Thenewerwasnotquiteacedtoappearingnakedinpublic,butwhenintheKingdomofDreams,"doasthebeautiesdo",soshehaddiscardedallencumbrancesliketherest.Hermannerismsweresomewhatself-sciousandunnatural,theteositwithherarmscrossedandlegscmpedtogetherrevealedherinnershyherestofthebeautieswerescatteredaround,strollingaboutorsitting,talkingintwosorthrees,seeminglytobewaitingfortheceremonyinhonorofthenewarrivalstobegin.
Notlongafternoon-timethatday,abeautifulyoungwomaninbloodredleotard,brightyellowblouseandptformsdalsarrivedatthehelicopterairbase,carryingaworn-outsuitcaseofdotsshewasbringingbacktotheKingdomtopleteKingDimitri’sfiles.ItwasMegginn,wholookedwithwonderandaweofacity-bredpersonatthemilesuponmilesofmountainrahatsurroundedawideexpanseofcrystalcleargoon.Thepedtheshoreandasmokymistcoveredthedeep,coolwaters.Shegazedwithwohetwinpeaks,betweenwhichstretchedasuspensie,likeacolorfulrainbowlyingacrosstheskyafterrain.TheferociousbattledidohaveleftanytratheKingdom.Timehadwipedoutallfootprints,includingthoseofhumanculture.Lookingathersurroundings,shewentoverinherheadtheinstrusDimitrihadgivenher."Gofromtheadministrativebuildingtowardsthebridge.Crosstotheesepatheoppositepeakaledownbeforedoinganythingelse.”InstantlyreizingthesepcesbythegraphicdescriptionsDimitrihadgivenher,shemadeherwaybriskly,enjoyingthesery.Shewasamazedatthespringlikeatmosphere,thebuddingtrees,blossomingflowersandintoxigbreeze,foritwasautumnwheedfromDimitri.Didtimemoveintwoways,bothclockwiseandterclockwise?As,timemovedonsoundlesslyandmotionlessly,ascarressinglyasthespringbreeze,removingalltraces,beitwarorhumanculture.Attheedgeofthesquare,Megginnstoppedinastonishmenttoenjoythemagnifitfoliageandthebewilderingassortmentofflowersofdifferentseasonswhichwereinfullbloomtogether.Roses,daffodils,chrysanthemumsandChristmasflowersrubbedshoulderswitheachother.Sheptedonthesimiritybetweenhumansandpnts.Pheirrootsdeepintothesoiltogetnutrition,andthroughamagicalprocess,itbloomedandgrew,whereasmanatefoodwhichturyforthebody.Justthen,shehadanunfortablefeelinginherabdomenandrealizeditwasthebeginningofhermenstrualcrampswhichwasabouttoebeforeitstimeandcaughtherunawares.Wasmenstruationasignoffeminiyliketheflowersblossomingonthebranches?Yearafteryear,flowersbloomedinthespringbreeze,whilemonthaftermoruatiohehumanfemalebody.Therewasakindofsimiritythere.
AsshewasabouttohurryooppedforamomenttostudywithcuriosityahugewhiteEasterlilygrowingonarosebush.Megginchedoutherhandandwasabouttotouchitcarressingly,whensheheardavoicecallout,
"Don’ttouchme!Don’ttouchme!"Shewasstartledandgapedinfasationastheflowergedbeforehereyesintoawhite-hairedbeauty.Megginnsaid,
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"Oh,I’msorryIfrightenedyou.Iwasn’tgoingtopluckyou.Iwasjustcurioushowaerlilycametogrowonarosebushandwaofeelifyouwerereal.”
"It’salright,”repliedthefairywhoknewMegginoharm."IattachedmyselftotherosebushbecauseIwaoabsorbsomeoftheblood-redcoloroftherose.Ohenutritionofbloodtomakeoiful,youknow.”MegginnsuddenlyrecalledthatDimitrihadtoldheraboutabeautyintheKingdomwhowastransformedfromaerLily,ahebeautybeforehermustbetheFlowerFairy.Sheheardherasking,
"Whoareyou?Idon’tthinkwe’vemetbefore.”
"I’mMegginn.KingDimitriiojoinhisKingdom.”
"Oh,howwonderful!"theFairyreplied,gherhaedly."Imusttelltheothersthatthere’sanothernewmember!"Shegedintoacloudofwhitesmokeandstreakedtowardsthepace.Megginntinuedonherway,enjoyingthemyriadflowersscatteredseverywhere,sorareandsobeautifulshefeltshecouldn’tpossiblydojustiall.Onthedrawbridgesuspendedinmidair,shetookadeepbreathandinhaledairsopureaseemedtoseherbody.Shefeltherselfbeingsolightthattheslightestbreezecouldliftheroffherfeet.IfaerLilycouldgeintoafairy,ossibleforhumanstobeeafairy,too?Ofcourseitwas,shedecided.
Soonshecametotheothersideofthebridgeandressedbythegrandeurandmagnificeoftheaesepacewithitsglitteringyellowtileandtiltingeavesofcarveddragons.Theenormousfrontdoorwastightlyclosed,butbythesideentrawonakedbeautiesstoodwavingandsmiling,dwarfedbytheimposingredpilrsthatoredtheentrawasWhiteFairyandanotherbeautywithherhaircasuallykhenapeofherneck.Slightlyvisiblewrihesideofhereyesonlyatedhermaturebeautyandnoblecarriage.ItwasAisha,whosaidsmiling,
"YoumustbeMegginn.KingDimitrihasalreadynotifiedusofyouring.Areyoutiredbythelongjourney,mydear?Yourroomsarereadyforyou.Wouldyouliketoliedownaforawhiletorefreshyourself?"Shechattedaffablyondoingherbesttoputthenew-erateaseassheusheredherintothehall.Beforeshecouldintroducehertohernewsurroundings,ahostofnakedbeautiesarrived.Theatmosphereatoncebecamevivaciouswhiletheyintroducedthemselvesandweledtheirnewpanion,keepingupalivelychatterallthewaytoherspaciousandexpensivelyfurnishedroomsohirdfloor.Everythingwasarraohertaste,asifshehaddesighemherself:thickcarpets,antiquefurnitureandawonderfulviewofthesplendidmountainranges.AishathenformallyintroducedMegginntotheotherswhoweledherwarmly.
Megginnwasquiteoverebytheirbeautyandfriendlinessandtriedherbesttomatchthehebeautiestothesebeautifulfacessurroundihefadnakedslenderfiguresfloatedaroundwithinhervision1ikeacloudofwaveringshadowsreflectedoer,remindihemyriadofrareblossomssheenteredoothepace.Megginnhadalridedherselfonherbeauty,buthereshesawthateveryohemwereatleastherequal.Afterawhile,Aishasaid,
"WeshouldletMeggiawhile.Whydon’tweallgoandmakepreparationsforthewelepartytonightinhonorofYoko,MaraandMegginn?"Thebeautiesnoddedinagreementaodisperse,agaieratingtheirweleandaskioetothepartyassoonasshefeltrested.Soon,theonlyowasAisha,whoalwaysactedashostessandinitiatedthenewmembers.Megginntooktothemellowandintelligentwomanatooldheraboutherayregardingherirualperiodandaskedifshecouldborrowsomepads.Aishasmoothedthehairoftheyoungwomansoftlyandlovinglyasamotherwouldandsaidsoothingly,
"Don’ttroubleyourselfaboutthesetrivialthings,Megginn.It’snoproblematall.Justrestandtakeiteasy.YouseethathereintheKingdomallofusgoaroundnaked,freefromallstraints.Everythingisnaturandcasualhere.Ifyouwish,Stephaniecouldteachyouhowtostopyourperiodaltogethersoyouwoheredwithitanymore.NowtakeanapMegginn,andwhenyoufeelrestedeandjoinusbytheke.”
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AfterAishaleft,Megginnremaiedthere,notknowingwhattodo.Shekeptonthinkingofthenoveleventsoftheday.Whatastrangeanduniquepceshehadeto!Itringtimeinautumn,withextravagantflowers,floatingshadowsandfaceswhichdriftedaway.Whatastrahiswas!Yearafteryear,flowersbloomeduhenurtureofthespringbreeze,andmonthaftermonth,menstruationcame,abiologicalfunthatartofanaturalcycle.WearealllivinginthebosomofMotherNature.Ifthemonthlycyclestopped,wouldtimestaystill?Probablynot,shethought.Yearafteryear,thespringbreezewouldblowjustasithadalwaysdonefromthebeginningoftime.Ifthemonthlyperiodstopped,thentimewouldstopandwomenwouldnotage.Theywouldremainyoungaifustheywerenow.Perhapstimeflowedintwodires.Whatastrahiswas!Shefeltdrowsy,scarcelyabletokeephereyelidsopen;soshedecidedshewouldnotthinkofitanymore.Walkingtotheotherroom,sheydownoinvitingbedandbeingfatiguedfelsleep.
Inthefaintlightofthegloaming,Megginnwasawakenbyasoftnudge.Sheopenedhersleepyeyesandsawalovelyfacesmilingather.
"Irememberyou,”shesmiledback."YouareDorna.”
"Right.eoup!It’stimeforyourweleparty.We’reallwaitingfuestofhonor!"Megginnsprangoutofbedawoleftthesuitehandinhandintheduskytwilight.Thebuildingwasanimitationoftheaesepadlifewentonasitdidintheoldendays,withoutelectricity.Themainhallwashuge.magnifit,solemnandforbiddingandmadeohoughonewasbatheaimesthousandsofyearsago.Theseveremajestyoftheatmospherewassuffog,soifitweren’tforthesoftsprihatpermeatedtheairwiththefragranceofflowersandtherefreshingaromaofgrass,Megginnwouldhavefeltasifshewereiombofafeudalemperor.Butsoftasthespringbreezewas,itimpregnatedanimmenseinvisiblestrength.Yearafteryear,springbreezeblewoh,awakeningtheflontswhichbudded,grewandwithered,justastimesedalltrathesandsoftime,includinghumancivilization.
Thetwoofthemwalkedalongthewindingpathsamidstbloomingflowersanddroopingwillowstilltheycametotheclearingbythesideoftheke.DornasawYokoandDeannapyingierandimmediatelydashedtojoininthefun,leavingMegginntochatwiththeothers.Hergenialfriendlyattitudemadehereasilyacceptedbythebeauties,mostofwhomfeltalieheproudandforbiddingIleen,whoalwayskeptaloof.Thebrilliant,rosycloudihadlongbeenswallowedbythedarknessofnight,buttherfirewithitsdangfmeslituptheclearing.AishagatheredeveryonearoundthefireandformallyweledYoko,MaraandMegginntotheKingdom,amidstenthusiasticappuse.Onlythesnake-hairedbeauty,Medusaseemediive,herattentiondistractedbysomeslightmovementbehirees,aavigintwatchovertheareaoutsidetherahefire.ItwasLaverimidatedbytheunbelievablesebeforeher,shedidnotdaretoeforward.Toher,thegroupofbeautiesseemedtodesdfromheaventogathertogetheratthisspecificspotoh.Medusashoutedsternly,
"Who’sthere?eforward!"AlleyesteredonthedireshewasfagandsawthetimidformofLaverneeoutofhidingfrombehindatreelikeafrightenedgirlwhohadmisbehaved.
"AreyouLaverne?"askedAishakindly."KingDimitrisaidyoumightbeing,butIdidn’texpectyousosoon.eonhere.You’rejustiojointheweleparty.”
"Yes,I’mLaverne"saidshe,asshewalkedclosertothecirclearoundthefire.Everyonecppedinweleandquicklymaderoomforhertositdown.
"Thisiswonderful!"saidAisha."Ournumberisgrowing.Lifewouldbemerrierandmoreiingthanever.”Aseveryoleddown,Marabeganpyiar.Musicfloatedintheopenairandwinebroughtaddedcolortothealreadybeautifulplexionsmademoreradiantbytheflickeringbeamsoffme.Yoko,DornaandDeannahadbeefastfriends,andYokohadputhercityworriesandsorrowbehindher,enjoyinglifeandhappinessassheneverhadbefore.Mara’stennimblefingers,likehundredsofbraremblinginthewind,broughtforthmusicwhichdirectedeveryoions,nowsadandsorrowfulsilengthelight-heartedughterandchatter,nowurainedasagushingtorrent.
WhiteFairytransformedfromaerlily,satfarfromthebzingfire.Sheabsentedfromeating,butdrankalotofwine,givinghernormallypaleplexionarosytinge.NaughtygirlDornachatteredonwithmorethanherusualvivacity,seemingtobeslightlyintoxicated,nowandthelingforawhileinAisha’sp.Laverhemostreewer,iedbythegroup,haddiscardedherclothes,thehypocritiandatedbyadissemblingsociety,auronature,asnakedasonthedayshecametothisearth.Shehadlostherfamilyiy,onlytojoinanevenrgerandhappierone.Reassuredafteriingeveryfadfindingthemallkindaogetalongwith,sheywiththisnewhaven.Mara’stenmagigersbroughtforthspontaneousmusic.Shelivediwehtury,inasocietywhosesteel-likeessandckoffriendlinessandhumantouchhadmadeherfeellifewasunbearableaenceimpossible.ButhereinKingDimitri’sKingdom,withthebzingfire,apace,beautifulnaturalserysofamiliarandfortable,shefousuitablenicheforherself.Sheswitchedtoanoldpopurfolksongeveryoneknewandsanginapahebeautiesjoinedin.Thebeautifulfemalechoruswasthemostwondroussoundintheworld.